so here is the first entry. I dont actually know how to use livejournal it just seems so archaic to me. Like why. Maybe I can use this to track my web development progess so wish me luck!.

 I want to live my life to the fullest. It seems difficult though. It's like i want to go out there and not care about what people think but I can't. Although to be honest NOTHING is holding me back from living life to my fullest I'm just afraid. To be honest I don't even know what I'm afraid of. Another thing I want to know what it's like to fall ( Read more... )

 I'm really just sick of failing. I'm tired of just sucking at life PERIOD. I swear nothing is going right at this moment it. It's like i have to pile on school, parents yelling , sports and always worrying about the fact how i almost NEVER have money because my parents are facing finacial issues. I've now come to hate money. In order to do ( Read more... )

Hmmm so I guess this is the first entry huh? Well I just wanted to try this whole livejournal thing so i can get my feelings out. Believe or not I'm not asian  but I totally act like one. from liking arashi from attempting and failing to copy japanese street style. The truth is though is that I can't really tell any of my friends that i'll probably ( Read more... )