and nothing I do is fixing it. I guess this is the 1st time he has had a fit so I shouldn't really complain. He's not hungry, he dosen't need a daiper change, I burped him, I gave him gas medicine, I tried playing his fav game with him, I tried holding him, I tried rocking him... NOTHING is stopping the cry. I finaly just put him in his baby swing ( Read more... )

AND my house needed to be aired out. So I open all my windows and then the smell hits me. MMMMMmmmm! Someone is cooking somthing that smells amazing. Now I am hungry and I don't have anything yummy to eat :-(
FEED ME

So I go online to pay our cell phone bill and when you log in the 1st thing that pops up is everyones my-faves (how many min they have used with each person so you can manage it to save the most money) Anyway, Devin has been talking to a 17 year old girl who works for him twice as much as he does me. When I saw that it HURT! I am sitting at home ( Read more... )

So Zachary didn't pass his hearing screening :-( It is so teribly frustrating! Aparently he has hearing trouble in his right ear. He has to have an apointment with his pediatrition to have his ears cleaned and then he has an apointment with the audiologist for a full assesment on the 29th of october to see how bad his hearing is. He may need a ( Read more... )

Has a hearing test today. There are just sooo many extra appointments that he has needed because of his heart problem. Hearing screening, developmental specialists, physical therapists, cardiologist, nutritionist. It feels like its never ending. I meen at least he is getting all the care that he needs but I am getting worn out lol ( Read more... )

Devin had an evening off last night for the 1st time in a LONG time! We put the boys to bed a little early ordered a pizza watched a movie and cuddled on the couch. OMG I JUST MISS HIM SO MUCH! I had a really good time and I woke up today all happy and now I feel my high fading back into depression. It was just so nice having him home for a little ( Read more... )

So last week I took my 1st anatomy and physiology exam...I GOT AN A~~~I GOT AN A~~~ I GOT AN A~~~AWSOME!!! OMG you have no idea how hard it is to get an A on and exam like this!!! I plan on riding this "I GOT AN A"  high all the way to the next exam lol. Which I only have a week to study for... gotta start making flash cards today!

My husband is ( Read more... )

Zachary's strength is truly inspiring. When I think about what he has been through It is amazing that all that happened to such an amazing little person! He smiles and my heart melts. He has reflux and it will come up and he'll spit up and make an owwie face you can tell its burning him and as soon as i wipe it away he smiles at me with this ( Read more... )

My frustration level is through the roof!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Devin had to go in to work today, his 1st day off in two weeks!!!!!!!!!! And he dosen't have ANY MORE time off this week.... open to close for the rest of the week. I am just so freeking upset.... And devin's relief manager is takeing two weeks off starting next week because her husband is ( Read more... )

It was his chance to make up for doing absolutly nothing for our wedding anniversary. Our 7 year anniversary was yesterday and AGAIN he did absolutly nothing! I don't know what to do... It makes me feel like I am not worth it or something. He says he tries but I mean come on your obviously not trying verry hard.