I havent been in this thing for over a year.
but back when i used to use it all the time..
i suffered from something..
and its starting to haunt me again..
i dont know how to be strong.

what the fuck is being strong anyways?
being able to carry on?
is that is?

i dont even know what it means.

as I shriek music from my heart ( Read more... )

so I've been having trouble with someone hacking into my live journal lately..
so I made yet another..
but im not going to delete this one because i want to go back and read the entries..
my sn is serene_turtle
please add me :)

On myspace i posted a bulletin about how big brand tissues and toilet paper are using virgin tree's to produce their product ( Read more... )

 In everytown and ever state, or every country or whatever im sure theres someone like me.
It seems everything i write is petty these days, 
and my updates are meaningless to everyone else..
and on occation
i find them a little meaningless to myself...
until i go back and read them months or year down the line..
then the petty updates are the reminders ( Read more... )