a waste of paint, of tape, of time.

[pageeglantine]

Lately I've been worrying.
That my worrying about getting depressed each summer is why I keep getting so depressed each summer.

I feel like I'm unravelling, like a cheap toy that's coming to pieces.

18 days 'til I see the psych again. Just hold steady girl.

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[shrunken_violet]

I know how that waiting-game feels, and you have my sympathy. I see my own case manager once every three weeks, and the last few days beforehand are always a struggle.

[pageeglantine]

It's been a once a month appointment for a while now, since I generally do so well in winter. Last time I saw my psych, we agreed to keep the next appointment in a month's time since I can usually hold on until November, but I definitely fink after this it's going to have to go back to weekly/fortnightly.