Well right now I am in an indifferent state of mind, life is going better and worse simultaneously. I am no longer "homeless", I have moved in with those who were housing me before. I adore my roommates and would give them the world! Its very seldom u will come across people who will take u in off the street, without knowing anything about you ( Read more... )

Survey ( Read more... )

Here I am again, coming back to the earth that I had apparently fallen off of.. I am going through a major mind fuck. My relationship is done with the man I had onced loved, and to be truthful, that is a long story upon itsself. I had always felt like something wasnt right, something was missing. I was very naieve to have fallen into the web of ( Read more... )

Okay, well I had an interesting night last night ( Read more... )

Though its not that I didnt see it coming one day, but blessed be to Fortner. Rest In Bloody Peace! Im so sad ( Read more... )

Okay, Im bored at my story, I was into it when I had a lot of shit to talk about, and it was as it was happening, but I let it go so many times and it has been so long since I have written any addition to my saga, im just bored of it ( Read more... )

Taking a break from my story, a massive break, I just want to say that Im so mad at the world, I seem to not have what Ive had before. Most of my friends I dont even know anymore, and Ive heard some nasty backstabbing things from a few people and Im sick of IMMATEUR BULLSHIT ( Read more... )

I had my own state of depression going on during my relationship with Brian, I did'nt know what I wanted to be, who I was anymore. I just wanted to be left alone to live my life as a hermit. Brian had all these expectations, and I just got used by Joel and small flings that never had a chance to bloom. I almost felt like I was becoming a whore in ( Read more... )

Life was getting out of hand. I thought everything was pretty good for me now. I was with a great guy named Joel, and was planning on leaving Brian the first chance I could when he got back from his moms house/vacation. Me and Joel were like one whole person, at least I thought so. I liked him a lot, believe me I did. Heather Meullemenn ( Read more... )

I stayed the night over at my friend Crystin's house one night, but I was supposed to be meeting Joel up there that night as well, so I pampered myself and was ready for a great night. Me and Crystin walked around Silver Lake, looking for things to do. We ended up at Citgo where her friend BJ worked. He was fairly attractive, built and had a ( Read more... )