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[paco2]

yesterday afternoon was probably the happiest ive ever been in my life-no joke. im not even kidding. im just, blah cant even say it.but there is still that one problem. i cant be fully happy knowing what i did and am doing to the other one everyday. i go and i see laura and its like the time is gone before i even know it, im just floating in a sea

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[jai_guru_deva50]

but...i don't want to find anyone...
especially anytime soon. i don't need distractions.

[jai_guru_deva50]

oh and really i don't get "hurt" when you have girlfriends. i mean i kind of do...because i like you...but it's more the playing with my head and being a lying bastard that pisses me off and makes me depressed. because then i just get confused and it's a big mess. so, with this new you...in the future, if you and laura happen to depart from your relationship, i suggest that you tell me(or rachel) maybe even hint, that you are interested in somebody, that way it's not a big shock! and never, ever, ever, ever, ever...hint that it's me. because it's not nor will it ever be...so you would probably just be going through some weird stage. anyways. that's my response to that.

and i really enjoyed this entry.

especially the part with grand theft auto. that game makes me happy...because i get to beat people with bats. and hit them with cars.

[paco2]

so how'd that AP Lang trest ya?

[jai_guru_deva50]

not half as a exciting as the wonderful lunch i spent BY MYSELF!!!!!

[tdrizzo111]

you seemed especially happy today.....even for being at home........tis a good thing.....your happiness today will be raised to the power of 57034987520394875093 this summer, just wait, ive got big plans for the group this summer, stuff we havent talked about..or that i've thougt of...but don't worry ill come through with something or other JUST YOU WAIT!