lectures like Chomsky. Makes me feel good inside about a subject that I am very apathetic with.

I think I fell into the cracks of LJ again. BAHumbug. Whatever. Some old faces are still "friends" with me here ( Read more... )

Shit, I can be so childish like a dying man in need to be longed for. I just read what you wrote and it could have been about anything or anyone but still I think its better to place myself outside of this idealistic circle resulting from your writing. Living through moments seems to be the only way to live life as of right now. Settling down is ( Read more... )

I haven't been in this text box in a while but I do it for righ now so that someone would read it. This isn't my typical markings for vengance on anyone but for COMPASSION, CARE, AND LIKING ( Read more... )

hi, this is jen and andy. drew is almost sleeping on jen's extremely soft bed. and we wanted to update. peace out

With all of the suffering this world endures, where should I start? The unknown aggrivation that finds me everyday because I feel lowered and feel the need to gain acceptance for being labeled as minor ( Read more... )

1. I am sick of getting no fucking respect before on cleaning ( Read more... )

Everyday is new and honestly, who hasn't figured that out? I maybe an insomiac and I am at times blinded by the illusion that everday seems to be the same but the the scars of tomorow are always going to be there whether I like it or not. If I sleep and wake up at 8 am, Ill capture the feeling of a new day which isnt as elusive as some may ( Read more... )

Really, what am I doing, existing? I am decaying just like everyonelse and walking around finding all of my heroe's capes and goals; littering the paths I walk towards my own goals. I find that people care for me but the cracks in the pathways are enlarging as I walk for just a little bit. Hollow from my own belittled self. Orion in the winter ( Read more... )

I hate being at the hospital, espically when I am the one on the gurrney.