Yesterday started out as a good day. I was even in a decent mood at work. That changed though and not because of work. Usually the onslaught of customer after customer gets to me, but no, it must have been something else. The news of a date change on the vegas trip has prompted a possibility of me not being able to go. I know it is no E's ( Read more... )

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The week has gotten better for me. Many things have gone through my mind this week. The death of a friends mother really rocked my core. It's the first time that a friend has lost a parent while I have known them. It put many things into perspective for me. The boy I tutor is very ill too. I knew that this experience would have an impact on ( Read more... )

It was pouring down cold rain when I walked from the parking lot to the school. I was soaked. It wasnt raining when I left, so I didnt bring an umbrella. I am now all dried out ( Read more... )

My hate is directed toward the Republican Party. I thought about singling out just the conservative right, but no, it’s all of them. They all will benefit from the outcome and effects of the initiatives or legislation that they all warrant my anger and resentment ( Read more... )

It upsets me to know that it is a beautiful February day outside, and I am consumed with hate and rage with a side of sadness and tears.

The weekend trip to Columbus was very fun. I wish I would have gone sooner. It had been since 9th grade that I had been there. I really enjoyed it. I went down with Errol and we stayed with his brother. We hit up a wide variety of bars. Some I enjoyed and some I did not. There were some minor annoyances but I moved past them and didnt let ( Read more... )

I think I have successfully been blackmailed. I never imagined it possible to blackmail myself though. Last night work resulted in a not-so-minor meltdown in the men's room. Gross I know, but the situations brought it on. I hate the way that place makes me feel. It's awful. In large part it is because I am a snob. I hate the fact that I have ( Read more... )

I feel utterly lost right now.
Just plain and simple lost.
I know what my heart feels.
I know what my head says.
I can't balance the two to find an answer.

It's Feb. 14th and the world celebrates a day of love and happiness with their significant others and other various loved ones. I am currently at the first of my two jobs today. I am celebrating with no one, but there will no bitter party of one tonight. I could frankly care less. Perhaps later I will be celebrating with Megan, it is her 23rd, ( Read more... )