So my 25th has come and gone. I am currently on day 9 without a cigarette. Wow is it difficult. I treated myself to a new imac and I love it. My parents treated me to tickets to one of Madonna's Madison Square Garden shows. A ton of people came out for my birthday and I had a really good time. The day itself was pretty fun ( Read more... )

I think I have lost one of my best friends. It's a rarity for me to become close to any of my male friends. I did get close to one. He is like a brother to me but I feel now as if he is gone. Melodramatic? Maybe. I called him out on a few things because it just seemed like he was digging himself further into a hole. Work, school, the ( Read more... )

So I bought some movies today. I was excited for Shopgirl and Matchpoint. I have been waiting ever so patiently for them to arrive at my local Best Buy. I also obtained Aeon Flux. I didn't really have any desire to see this in the theater, but I figure that if Charlize Theron has made a wonderful statement in support of the gay community, then ( Read more... )

I feel lost. It was a rather emotional weekend. I started out friday cleaning the house and feeling sad and bitter. It was a low self esteem moment none the less. I was just sitting by wondering what went wrong with anyone that I was interested in. The question why am I never good enough popped up more than once. As did the question of what ( Read more... )

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Melinda and I went to the belt last night for the National Erase The Hate event. It was a good time. We danced to a remix of the Brokeback score that was awesome. It was a nice moment for us both. We had Suck & Blow shots. We left in enough time to get to the Zephyr before last call ( Read more... )

Tutoring ended today. It was the best of times these past eight weeks. I wish it could have lasted longer. I remember saying in the beginning that I was gonna walk out of this experience a changed person. I was right ( Read more... )

The girls and I had a good heart to heart. I chatted with both Melinda and Rachel. They both listened to me vent about an issue that had shocked me. I felt so much better after talking to them. I am very lucky to have them around to answer the phone when I call and just listen. It's good to have that ( Read more... )

It is my last week of tutoring. This saddens me. I am very glad that I decided to do this and it has been one hell of an experience for me. I wish it could go on, but nothing in life lasts forever right ( Read more... )

So last night we went out for Rach's b-day. It was interesting. Angie was pissed at me because earlier in the day I allegedly said drug problem to her. I clearly said drug USE (because hey I'm not that dumb), but wait I am always wrong.... Anyways in a drunken state she confonted me...."none of your business blah blah blah" Nothing is wrong ( Read more... )