got home today from san diego with the cheer girls. it was so fun. i was really disappointed cause last time we went to disneyland and this time we were just going to sea world and like the beach in FEBRUARY?! but it was really fun we got to do a ton of shopping on the boardwalk with the crazy bums and of ice cream fights, running to make it back ( Read more... )

what would we do without the weekend ( Read more... )

mae is the new obsession. i love when i find songs that i can listen to over and over again. the words are now engraved into my brain. i wish i could see them play while they are here. listening to them puts me in an undescribable mood but i like it ( Read more... )

last night was the dance. it was so much fun. i love those girls! you all are so much fun. i will never look at the monte vista bridge the same EVER again ;o). and the notebook was priceless..ohh how i have missed that movie. ive missed my ryan gosling. ahh what a babe ( Read more... )

ahh the weight of the world has been lifted off of my shoulders. the competition is over. next up west coast competition in san diego. then nothing until next year. :o). i have not felt so alive as i did last night after the competition was over. <33 ( Read more... )

ive decided commitment sucks. and i have gotten myself into too much. its one of the worst feelings in the world to always be busy and stressed but oh well only like a couple more months till spring break.. think im going to skiing with the worischecks. :o). its a tradition and always a good way to spend break ( Read more... )

sex in the city last night inspired me to write ( Read more... )

im so sick of drama. cheer competition this weekend was one big drama fest and it was honestly so ridiculous. luckily saturday night was pretty fun. big dance party in mesa..it was fun. wish we could do something like that here though so that i would know more people but overall a good night. <3 ( Read more... )

things have gotten so complicated, yet so simple at the exact same time. its like knowing what you want and then knowing that the road to get there will be hard, very hard ( Read more... )

im so confused with life lately. ive been thinking alot lately about fear. people say that you should do something that scares you at least once a day to eventually conquer all your fears because fear holds us back from so many things. i started thinking about it and if i wasnt so scared of being hurt i would be able to get closer to people that i ( Read more... )