hoping you'll cave in is the only chance ive got
fuck this this is harder then i thought...

so i was reading past journal entrys of mike and me.........wow how fucking depressing.......i so want to die right now...
blah.....

and the look in your eyes have totally changed...and i can tell somthing must be rong...

and i see how your pushing your self farther and farther away...
i guess ill settle for this?
my turn to push...

igot a new journal..... it is

black_my_eyesxx

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<3 love love

im in a semi silly mood alot has happend since the last up date...the guys came over i think..saturday perhaps i got called a asian chipmunk ( Read more... )

lythandes mom used to think my name was arida! ha ha....noice! annnd.... im sorry you had a bad day mike....i hope we get to hang out tommaro! and that was soooooooooooo cute what you put in your journal and thank you soo much i feel the same way ( Read more... )

yesterday went to jessicas! atempted to play volley balll yah! i was simple the best::not:: after that...me and my mom picked up mike went back to my house watched along came polly...that movie was odd...and then we just hung out and then we took him home. sooo i wake up from a odd dream...i dont exactly know why i had the dream i did...its alittle ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun...jessica came over and then...we played ddr and went shopping for snacks! after that allie chris lythande brad and amanda came over!we made hot dogs and chilled in the base ment lol...chris said something realy funny well every thing he says is funny but allies like "ha gansters call sluts bobbers" and chris said ooo that makes ( Read more... )

i had a great time.....at geagua lake.....and after....yes i had so much fun...mikes such a great guy! im soo lucky tee hee....so this is what happend went to geagua lake hung out rode rides, ate! ha ha we seen people we knew up there....we played ddr im soo not used to that kind i made a fool out of my self....met his friend albert he is cool... ( Read more... )