holy shit it's been an extremely long time since i updated almost a year

WOW

well the only decent thing that has happened is that I'm engaged I've been dating the girl for 5 months about.

BYE

been driving, got my license 3 weeks ago, been single for a long while now ( Read more... )

well, this is what's going on, things seem like they are going well, but they are I'm just not too happy anymore because i don't have anyone, call me a fag i don't care but i just need someone who fucking gives a fuck about me, I'm tired of caring for someone else, but then they fuck me over and just use me or something.

i hope life ends, nothing is worth to live for anymore, i just am giving up.

2 months and it ended

yes i am doing great alot better than before, than anyone else i can be myself around this person, i think i seriously love her ( Read more... )

things are seriously getting better

that's what i am a complete fucking joke.

fuck life,fuck everything.

bye

Nick.

my life will suck no matter what...