The closer it gets, the more i'm dreading it.... Well, not exactly. I'm just starting to get concerned as to how things are going to work out. I'm so used to a life where i'm surrounded by people that I care about....  It's going to be tough.... Very tough..
Anyway, we went to see Kaz yesterday at the hospital. He's doing well and only has a few ( Read more... )

Well, reality is setting in... I got an apartment today. That means I have to start facing the fact that in about a month and a half, I will no longer be a Mount Pleasant resident. Hell, I won't even be a Michigan resident. The apartment is in Indiana, about 10-15 minutes from the casino. So, not a bad drive at all. I really like it and it's close ( Read more... )

I can't wait for Sunday!!! Whereas i'm not looking forward to working til 2 then being in the car for 5 1/2 hours, i'm still excited. Hopefully on Monday i'll find an apartment so I won't have to live in a box come July when I move. I'm very thankful for my parents cuz without them, this task would be nearly impossible. Anyway, i'm also excited cuz ( Read more... )

I cried again today. I thought I was ok with change... But now that it's coming down to it..... I just don't like it.  I'll miss both of them more than they know.

This week is going to be hell. I'm already getting emotional. Just thinking about it is hard...  I'm terrible at goodbyes. I know most of them aren't forever. They better not be anyway. But it doesn't make it any easier. It starts tomorrow when I get to work. I hope there's no customers because im going to bawl when Scotty walks out the door. Then ( Read more... )

The warm weather today made me ridiculously happy. After work I went and played softball with the boys. It was tons of fun. And, aside from sucking in the outfield, I actually hit ok. I want to get out and play some more. Too bad everyone's going to be heading home for the summer. It's days like today that make me want to stay stuck in this town. ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I can even begin to describe the things that have gone on since Wednesday night. But I want to try because there are memories that I want to be able to look back upon from this amazing few days ( Read more... )

Formal last night was hilarious. Minus a little bit of minor drama, it was a great time. I was crazy. I wasn't drunk, but I was all over the place dancing, singing, basically bouncing off the walls. I don't know what my deal was but it was fun. I'm too tired to go into any details right now but i'll leave with this before my nap ( Read more... )

I'm tired.... Physically and mentally. There's too much going on right now. These last 2 weeks of work have been draining and I still have to get through this week.  How am I going to handle a busier center??? Right now, the answer is I have no fucking clue. I still haven't accepted the job though. Rich is still working on finding out what my ( Read more... )

I "unoffically" have been offered a job. I haven't accepted it yet but most likely come Julyish I will be living in New Buffalo Michigan and working at the Cyber Quest in Four Winds Casino. It'll be "My" center, meaning the running of it will be my responsibility along with the help of supervisors but it'll be a lot different than how it is now ( Read more... )