So I finally woke up on the right side of the bed. Being pregnant has jjust made me way more sensitive, physco, and very bi polar = emotion storm. My poor boyfriend has to suffer. I really do try not to get mad such rubbish but at times i just find myself ready to explode. Tips ladies? Particularly someone who can relate.

But anyways, I am ready for ( Read more... )

September 10, 2009 my grandpa called me fat ( Read more... )

Not really ready for it...Working 11 to 6 pm... latee oh well, however im hanging out with this guy tonight...I hope it goes okay.

I couldn't resist that peach pie :/

Oh well...

On a Happier note, I finished that marvelous book a glass castle and i recommend it to anyone and everyone<3

I hope tommrow goes well... But i guess we will see.

Any recommendations of good books, or online essays, articles?!?!?

I WANT TO BE INTELLIGENT, GAIN KNOWLEDGE.

I got a new book today and jeans, but the book more excites me... Its called the Glass Castle and it really is amazing... whitty and funny as hell.

Ahh one of my new favorite quotes, " You can't own the stars<3"

First day of fast is going well except for the temptation to eat that lucious peach pie and vanilla churned icecream down stairs....

But I ( Read more... )

For todays agenda, it includes...

Working 2- 10:30 Ugh. Well At least its Money

Things I must accomplish...

1 hour of classical music
Take all my pills( fish oil, birth control ect...)
Six cups of green tea(havent started that yet)
Shower
Take out Garbage.
Read rest of the Julia Book
3 bottles of water.
Start five day fast....
Put on contacts

alright more ( Read more... )

I have been so negative in my life it is time for a fresh new start!

I want to start achieving things and being happy and doing many things! As well as becoming independent.

I am currently reading Julia child's- Memoir and it just inspires me to be passionate about everything.

List of somethings I want to do. (Random not in order)

1.) Learn to make ( Read more... )

the house is spinning. people moving fast around me. you  grab me by the hand. i trust you. we enter a small room. a laundry room. a guy was already in there. you put me on the dryer...and it begins..

I just want my Dom:/ i hope he likes me as much as i like him. I'd do alot for him... maybe thats bad :/

Dom asked me to be his girlfriend:] It really just made me the happiest girl in the world. And i decided i think im going to stop drinking completely. Im so content with just having him as mine.

<3

However,
something happend last night that also made me want to stop drinking...I had no control..and  at a party i was at.,.... i think i was raped :/ ( Read more... )

So the weekend and long break i've had is finally over and i start school today...late start =// But im ready and excited. My heart still really aches for Dom but i don't think he wants me like i need him... So im going to try really hard and not focus on him and just focus on school...Max is talking to me again...We will always be friends but ( Read more... )