i am sick and tired of being put in positions where i have to value my reputation (and by reputation i mean other peoples' opinions) over my own instincts. for once i'd like to be able to secretly make a mistake and just enjoy it, rather than watching it explode all over my neatly (un)planned life. bad decisions feel the best for a reason. resist= ( Read more... )

i don't want to change you, i just want to see you.

oh hi, i just graduated college ( Read more... )

i don't feel like life is finally starting, i feel like it's beginning to end ( Read more... )

talk is cheap, and it doesn't mean much.

i am so content with the placement of everything right now that i can't bear to think what will happen when it all comes to an end and i leave again. in the mean time, there are so many things to look forward to that i don't even know where to begin.
your silhouette's my favorite, i'm not letting go of it.

maybe it's just because we had a wine-tasting at work and i'm feeling rather warm & honest..
but you feel like home.

and that's all.

i can't finish college. i am so beyond over doing things by deadlines and on other peoples' terms. no more papers. no more assignments. no more discussions and reading and notes and videos and commentaries and reviews and exams ( Read more... )

i have a temper lately. maybe it's the result of chemical imbalances that are entirely out of my control, or maybe it's just my overwhelming frustration with things and people in general. i'll know by next week which one is to blame.
as for now, shut up and give me cupcakes and nikes, and don't push me in whatever direction it is that you want me ( Read more... )

piece by piece, i can feel it slipping away. i can feel her slipping away. i can feel you slipping away (and me pulling away). i have to get out of here before it's too late to say goodbye. and i have to get out of there before its too late to salvage my dignity ( Read more... )