Goals and dreams seem like more of an upset lately. The more goals I set for myself, the more dissapointed I get. I`ve had all sorts of goals, and things I want to accomplish, but so far it`s getting me no where. It`s left me second guessing pretty much everything. This is not a fun mood to be in, but truthfully I`ve been in this mood for weeks.

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( All Over Again )

YES! I am still alive, despite the lack of updating. (It`s been a busy time I suppose).

Let`s see, I have information to add from June of last year up to today.

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Oscar the Grouch is really going to eat you. Eat you he will! Muah!Ha ha* Maniacal Laughter*

Only one work rant for today.

Dear Coworker (possibly in another department),
 Thank you very much for doing the "trash cans", before anyone else had to. I really appreciate (WAIT! No I don`t) you doing the job in such a professional and efficient manner. ( Read more... )

Duped.. .

You were there for so long. Told me that you loved me, then you turned your back on me. Turned your back on me. Everything I had known, everything I had accomplished with you, was this big lie. Time cannot erase the pain and memories, I`ve held unto. Why`d you have to make it seem this way.  So familiar in my eyes, yet just another lie, ( Read more... )

As of last night, I despise the ladder. First off, I am not good with heights, I cannot stand it, and going up the ladder is a big deal for me, that I am trying my best to get over being afraid of heights. What made this worse last night, was that I was doing overstock, which is where you take the products off the very top of the shelves and see ( Read more... )

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I`ve had a headache for the past little while, so this week I`ve started trying to take motrin to dull the pain. I`ve got an appointment set up to see a new neurosurgeon for the End of March, a month earlier than when they wanted to see me. If it worsens, I may be checking in to the local emergency rooms ( Read more... )

On February 9th, I go in for my interview for the local grocery store. Don`t know what to think. Please save me now.

"It's so odd how people can be so engulfed in themselves and not realize that other people have personalities and emotions too. People forget that the person behind the screen is real."