im going to delete my lj and most likely start a new one. i just can't think of a name.

today was my "vice" day. i gambled, i got comped drinks. i played star wars penny slots. but those are hard because it is the electronic slot machine, which i don't understand in the slightest. but, when i spent all my cash, i went to gameworks and played guitar hero, star wars, jurassic park pinball which i think gave me epilepsy, and gun ( Read more... )

It's such a very good thing Kelly's computer couldn't get online last night, because Mojito-drunk postings would have been mucho mo'problems. I'm talking straight up ruthlessness ( Read more... )

I'm 21.  wow.  First and foremost, it's time to start fresh.  The first day of the rest of my life type shit, but for real.  It really feels like "ok, you've made a lot of childhood mistakes, now it's time to take things a little more seriously - "being young and stupid" isn't THAT good of an excuse anymore.  So I shall ( Read more... )

oh.  yeah.  ...sorry.  so indescribably sorry ( Read more... )

what a fucking wierd day. Work was slow all day...until at 4 my boss came in and scolded me for leaving the open sign off...again.  But i know i turned it on.  Turns out it was broken and that probably played a role in the slowness of work.  I think i'm getting gyped out of money.  I haxored my employee file and saw I am being paid 50 cents less ( Read more... )

crazy day.  got up at 9:30 - kind of a feat for me after going to be at 3.  chilled, breakfasted, watched scrubs till 11.  MASSIVE chore running.  haircut on the haight, to mervyns to return and buy clothes, to the bank to pay rent.  theeeeen i walked around downtown in the pouring rain for 3 hours.  i had hella witty repartE with random strangers ( Read more... )

( Bummer. )

long school day number 21....give or take ( Read more... )

i went to bed so strangely last night...one of my las thoughts before i fell asleep was "what if i just let go of all the people i am missing so badly but can't see?"  A wierd concept...we'll see how it plays out.  I think im holding on to the past too tightly and letting go is something i always advocate but when it comes down to it, its really ( Read more... )