could we leave before it gets bad?
oh. yeah. ...sorry. so indescribably sorry.
"now that you're big enough to run your own show, you're just somebody that i used to know."
so in the midst of losing friends from the past, a sense of self, and my youth, my parents decide to do this wierd "here's our wills in case we die in korea" (where they are for a business conference). if theres any way i could feel more alone...well, ill worry about that when it gets here. seriously, it feels like i have almost nothing. im about to sell almost everything i own to have money to road trip all summer, because i figure if i dont really care about living, the best i could do is have some fun while i risk my life. so thems the plans.
guitar for the first time in a few weeks was good. nate's birthday. good times.
second to newest lost..fucking GOOD.
glad the sun's out for a sec.
stoked on everything except school tomorrow. that i just dont give a fuck about.
oh, had a dream i had a party at my old house. good thing that cheered me up.
"now that you're big enough to run your own show, you're just somebody that i used to know."
so in the midst of losing friends from the past, a sense of self, and my youth, my parents decide to do this wierd "here's our wills in case we die in korea" (where they are for a business conference). if theres any way i could feel more alone...well, ill worry about that when it gets here. seriously, it feels like i have almost nothing. im about to sell almost everything i own to have money to road trip all summer, because i figure if i dont really care about living, the best i could do is have some fun while i risk my life. so thems the plans.
guitar for the first time in a few weeks was good. nate's birthday. good times.
second to newest lost..fucking GOOD.
glad the sun's out for a sec.
stoked on everything except school tomorrow. that i just dont give a fuck about.
oh, had a dream i had a party at my old house. good thing that cheered me up.