Damn it universe, make up your mind already.
Or I'll start making it.
I'm sure starting tomorrow I'll start doing stupid things and ruin everything.
But it sure as hell beats waiting and doing nothing.

Fuck you, untimely encounter. You were the best and worst thing I've had in years.

I can't believe I still have this thing. I'm reading through old entries now, and it's enlightening. I had some deep thoughts sometimes, and then sometimes I was a whiny little brat. More the latter than the former. My one regret in hindsight is that I wasn't descriptive enough with what I was writing about. It's like cryptic ass-hat poetry and I'm ( Read more... )

I randomly logged onto the LJ and saw a few people actually still posting things. Not only that, but they were all serious about it too. So I guess, I feel like I should do the same, since I haven't in a while ( Read more... )

Man, I was having such a good day too ( Read more... )

Hum.
You're still there.
You haven't left.
But yet, you ignore me.
I wonder why.
I wonder if this is done, or there's still something to be said between us.

I'm too scared to say something now, but I'm also scared you're waiting for exactly that.

Argh I hate staying up this late all I do is think about stupid things but then I think of stupid things and I can't sleep my mind is too active. So now I'm going to be depressed all night and super tired all day this sucks I want to diiiiiiiiie ( Read more... )

Livejournal, I'm sorry you have to hear all my emo postings and whining. It's just that my parents have become internet-aware, and you are my last safe-haven from them. And I don't want my parents thinking I'm sad or have problems, because they'll get worried and start trying to talk to me about it. But you Livejournal and the 5 people or so who ( Read more... )

So my new years resolution was to update at least once a week, every Monday. So far, I'm two for two, and thrilled. Not only that, but I found out I have enough time at work to work on one comic a week, so this should keep me up to date for a while. I might even have a buffer after a few weeks. Time will tell.

This is the only place I can rant emo-like, because my Facebook has a bunch of my family on it, and my Twitter is kinda professional now. Bummer ( Read more... )

I feel like I have become the butt of everyone's jokes.
And I remember at one point that I would be okay with that.
But now that it's actually happened, I realize why it's not a good place to be.

Is life just screwy and messed up? Or am I the one messing it up for me?