i am so tired of being tired. more later

so over the past few days i learned something pretty amazing. it has come to my attention that as a Christian it is selfish to have a bad day. bad things happen yes agree and i know but. i have learned also to use rom. 8:28-29 as a way to live my life. Gode truely does work everyhting for the good of those who love him. Bad things happen all the ( Read more... )

my comp. sucks it dies all the time. So here i am at rebecca's as she sleps and i try to write. I have been so overwhelmed lately it is kinda funny . The other week i had a conversation about how some people just love drama. I pray that I don not come off as one of those peopele. I am so blessed and so thankful for what has been going o in my life ( Read more... )

Sorry journal I have been such a jerk lately. I have just been in such a bad mood you probably would not have wanted to hear from me. This past weekend an old relationship that I thought was in the past well he contacted me and that completely threw me off. Then all this Bobby stuff with him staying for good has kinda overwhelmed me. I am just ( Read more... )

There is a misconception about Christianity whereby non-Christians seem to think that Christians live their lives burdened by myriads of unfair and outdated rules. Though some of these rules are perceived to be admirable and praiseworthy, many others, they think, are simply burdensome and unnecessary. Few would argue that the commandment “Thou ( Read more... )

YES

I am so excited. Bobby is staying. I can not wait till he comes back from his aprents and he will be with us for at least the school year. I just cant express the joy I am feeling. When we thought he was leaving it was like lossing a piece of myself. Now I feel a little more comlete.

Well thats all for now. And oh yeah Toby is the best

I need to make this short ( Read more... )

I wish that there where days i could step out of my life, just leave. Right now I have so many issues that I am trying to work through. I am learning what love truely is. I am in dier need of a good friend one i trust with it all. One who wont freak out or try to fix my crazy life. People see me and the lack of stability that I am and feel like ( Read more... )

So, it has been awhile and I am sorry. First of all I am an idiot. I forgot to explain that a blogswap is when paople all decied to get to teghter and decied a topic to write about and then switch there entries to bring new people to their site and get different insights in life ( Read more... )

I was raised in a Christian home, but spent a good twenty years of my adult life studying all kinds of other religions and approaches to spirituality. I guess I just needed to look around, and see what was there, before embracing the religion into which I was born. Once I renewed my faith, it felt like coming home - and of course, that's what it ( Read more... )