Why is it that those who have problems being who they are, or have difficulty with mental issues always seem to be the ones who help a fellow friend with the same problems in a better way then those without?

Shouldn't it be the other way around?  Or maybe, those without those difficulty should be taking a lesson from those with...

I have been ( Read more... )

If I needed someone... and I wanted it to be you... would you be there?

If I wanted someone... and I needed it to be you... would you be there?

I want to be with someone... someone great... but I messed up... not in the traditional way either.  There is a guy, I can't get my mind off of... he is so nice, and I haven't felt more comfortable around ( Read more... )

So, I had this great dream last night... won't go into details... but before i woke up, somehow through my dream I got I want you to want me by Cheap Trick stuck in my head & just now 10 Things I hate about you was on and that is the ending song... SO weird!

Last night my mom called.  I am having her make something for someone, and she needed specifics.  But I was at band and didn't get back to her until this morning.  So I'm walking to class, I call her to let her know what she needed to know, and I get a, "There is something you need to know".  I am now in the exact spot on campus as I was 2 years ( Read more... )

Why is it that throughout posts, others seem to add little comments, that almost speak to each of us?

I'm really sick of those!  Very sick of those.  I have kept my mouth shut becuase everyone does have the right to freedom of speech, but that is just it, Everyone has the Right to Freedom of speech.  I minded my own business.  I posted on the way I ( Read more... )

I am very saddened at the thought that there are so many still out there who will never allow themselves to see a few of my guy friends the way I have seen them.  

never knew i could feel like this,
like i've never seen the sky before
want to vanish inside your kiss,
everyday i love you more, and more,
listen to my heart,
can you hear it sing,
telling me to give you everything,
seasons may change,
winter to spring,
but i love you,
until the end of time,
come what may,
come what may,
i will love you until my dying day,

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Well, i'm finally home.  it feels so good to be back where i know i am wanted and welcome.

i've been very productive so far today.  i put together my grill, and i attached my shelves to my wall so they wouldnt fall on me, i put my cork board up and posted the pics of those dear to me, i hung a clock (just where i thought it would look good *shrugs ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a really long time.  Mainly b/c I know no one truly understands the feelings I have.

Anyway, I have been having a lot of difficulties making a choice I don't think I'm ready to make.  I also feel that in telling the truth this time, no good can come of it.  I've made a choice similar once, and all that happened was I lost ( Read more... )

*sigh* my great uncle has leukemia, he doesn't even know what leukemia is!!!  he wont ever know or understand!!!  He didn't understand when Great grandma died.... why him?