I want to excavate all the rotten detrimental scourge out my brain. A moment of clarity? Or am I really insane ( Read more... )

Meaningless human contact.
Fuck..

I've felt heartache before over these sorts of things, but what Jake has done to me...

Sigh.

It's not getting any easier.

I'm going to go for the record

for the world's longest suicide letter.

It was wrong, I shouldn't have and I know it ( Read more... )

I have, (and forseeably always will,) resent and detest both of my parents. My mother more so than my father, because as i was growing up she taught me to hate myself and put every other scumbag human being before me ( Read more... )

RIP Troy Dean.

You crazy unselfish bastard.

I already miss you, man.

I can't believe I've only been living on the island for only five months, and i've only been hanging out with Jake for a little more than one. It feels like I've been around here much longer. I really feel like this place is my heartland. I'd love to get to travel around and live other places, but I'll always come home to south Florida ( Read more... )

I really like him. A lot ( Read more... )

The outer bands of hurricane Gustav bore down upon the island this weekend, that was loads of fun...and wind...and floods. But the storming was a beautiful occurance and I was in good company ( Read more... )

He is the perfect guy ( Read more... )