ok... so i'm definitely not going to even TRY to keep up with this, but i figure it's at least a good place to leave some rants and random thoughts :-P lately i've really been thinking bout boys (yeah BIG surprise right?) but no seriously i've evaluated my actions and reasons for the actions etc etc and first all i've decided that about 90% of them ( Read more... )

yeah... so i knew this semester was going to be pretty boring, but this is rediculous. I know it's only the 2nd day, but i'm about ready to rip my hair out! Econ is such a boring subject, but at least we have Mr. Sommer yellin out things like "BAM!" every 5 words, and always bangin on the table and snappin... i think he must have a really nervous ( Read more... )

first off, Merry Christmas, Happy Hannukah, and Happy/Merry anything else to everyone! I hope yall are having a lovely hoilday thus far, even though it's only been like three days long for some of us (stupid school system!). I got a digital camera, 2 Jack Johnson cds, some gift cards, and random odds and ends my mom put in my stocking. It was a ( Read more... )

so... it turned out I had mono, I was out of school for 2 weeks, somehow worked really hard to do all my make up work (including teaching myself 2 chapters of stats lol), and finally finals are OVER!!! it's a pretty nice feeling, but especially bittersweet considering how much time I DIDN'T have to get everything done. Trice was my secret santa ( Read more... )

Lol well... after all of that mess i'm pretty emotionally well, but for as much as that's improved that's just how much my physical well-being has gotten worse :( I went to the doctor and they said it's probably a virus (meaning there's nothin i can do but wait it out) which really blows. My glands and tonsils are swolen and strangely enough my jaw ( Read more... )

Even though last week wasn't important because I was sick for almost all of it, I really don't think I’m going to be good with keeping this as up-to-date as I’d like to... oh well. Thanksgiving was fun because we stayed in town because I was still sick, but my family (who doesn’t cook EVER) was forced to pull the few skills we had together to make ( Read more... )

Don't really remember much of this week... went by slowly day by day, but now it's a blur. Worked a lot on the Literary Magazine, staying late on Wednesday and Thursday to try and help finish it. I'm hoping it turns out well :). Everyone should buy one... from ME! I learned it's a pretty bad idea to talk to guys you meet on things like MySpace, etc ( Read more... )

No one ever wants to have someone prove them right when they wished they were wrong all along. We all try and put on this front, when deep down inside we all have our many faults and insecurites. People go about trying to hide them in several different ways; men come off all cocky, maybe telling you everything you wanna hear and playing you for all ( Read more... )

I never really took song lyrics so seriously... well, maybe i did, nevermind. Anyway, it's crazy because everytime I pick up my guitar and start to strum, 4 certain chords are programmed into my mind to play without even thinking first; Am, F, C, G... they form a song that is a pretty good representation of what my summer was like. There were so ( Read more... )

Do me a favor and disregard my really long post. I realized that I wasn't lying to myself and that the main cause of all of this is the feeling of failure, NOT the continual emotions for a person. THANK GOD. That would have sucked to be hopelessly attracted to a whiny little bitch liar... again. I re-read a lot of my really old posts. That was, eh ( Read more... )