I have managed to finish up my interviews and get a chance relax for our day off. Funny, right? Imagine me relaxing. So this is me getting all that interview juju out of my system
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I know that first birthdays are for us and not them, but it doesn't change how much it hurts to be away from them on that day. We brought them into this world and then boom. We can't be there. And I know that if we can't be who we are, we're no good to them, but that doesn't change the guilt I feel every time I miss some milestone for Avery. I'm lucky to have a nanny who loves him so much, who is devoted to him, but while I'm on planes to France, he's learning to read.
You're doing the best you can. But I know it feels hollow. I know how hard it is to sit there and just know you could have done it differently ... even if there is literally no way you could have.
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You're doing the best you can. But I know it feels hollow. I know how hard it is to sit there and just know you could have done it differently ... even if there is literally no way you could have.
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