Sitting at school is mildly draining. I have until 2:30 for my next test. I am nervous because I suck at these certain core classes. There is a reason why I don't plan on being a math or history teacher, the topics don't interest me ( Read more... )

 Everyday is a roller coaster ride for me, and it is annoying. I spend one moment happy about everything and pumped, and the next on the verge of tears. Things affect us more than we think, and the more we let them the more they have a dominant hold on us. Right now I am letting it do that, and it bothers me. I use to be able to control this but as ( Read more... )

 I have spent my days looking for a way to let out the emotion that builds inside me, but writing on a facebook or in a journal just isn't the same. You can't go through life bottling everything up inside, but most of us do. I have a niece now, I am an aunt. I go to school full time and only have a year and a half left and am still single 3 1/2 ( Read more... )

I don't spend waking moments wondering anymore ( Read more... )

Livejournal, What happened to you? I guess now that we have Facebook, Myspace and Twitter you have been rendered useless. I was reading through this last night and realized I have come along way ( Read more... )

When you take away everything you cared for and watch it all fall away you realize how much of yourself you don't know anymore. When i wake up in the morning i realize how much of my life i have just given away. I let go of the one person who believed in me because i needed to be selfish and now i realize i have been way to selfish and I'm sorry ( Read more... )

*-It’s like every waking moment
I can still hear your heart scream
You’re letting go of your demons
And growing into your form
You’re taking on a woman
When in reality you were barely a child
I can see you pressing down your suit
As you start your first job
Have you forgiven your past?
Or has the years ( Read more... )

oh livejournal please come back to life

i wish i could write like i use to..... i need to do that more..

lovelovelove

Oh and happy late birthday to me.. haha

The chilling unawareness of our lives to this point is nerve wrecking. The pain in becoming whom we are destined to be is blistering. We are holding back so much more potential than whats being shown. Our generation is failing. We spend too much time staring at the decimal points that we have forgotten the point of living wealthy: Happiness, ( Read more... )

"The leaves will fall ( Read more... )