there are certainly times when there are fucked up things. Lesson #1.

I suppose in the last week or so I have come upon many realizations. One very important, and perhaps the most so, is that if you want something badly enough, and work hard enough for it, you really can do anything. I had trouble believing that once upon a time, and it was just this past Friday when I stepped off a plane into an airport and saw a ( Read more... )

here's the day you hoped would never come, don't feed me violence
just run with me through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts the cheating lovers, the coffee's never strong enough
I know you think it's more than just bad luck.

You know I love you yet....

I think I could get used to this.

So. I'm headed to florida. Right now I am sitting in the airport in reno and waiting for the trip that I have based the summer upon. I peirced my nose today and...yeah. So, as many, (or none) of you may wonder-- what has the life of emily been like in the past few weeks??

Well it's been kind of like this:
-heartbreak
-a good friend
-early morning ( Read more... )

Take my hand now,
run forever.
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you....

Yes, this makes me cry. I tried. Nevermind has become a word that I cannot escape.

Your Love Quote
Life is one fool thing after another where as love is two fool things after each other.
What Love Quote Suits You?

I don't know when I got bitter

love is surely better when it's gone.

Is this your way of punishment? It's fucking cruel.

from an empty room on the first floor as the cars pass by the liquor store,
I deconstruct my thoughts at this piano

and it's all that I can do to stay with all the things I didn't say to you
before you moved across the country

God dammit. I'm so sick of this. And, I am terrified because I don't ( Read more... )

Late nights, won't do me justice
Cause when I drink...I just get so damn depressed,
And its not like, I ain't trying to get over you.
It's just hard to look at the seasons, pass me over too...

One last phone call from you, it wouldn't hurt much,
Just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch,
Any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all or ( Read more... )

So. Do you want the truth? well, this nameless "you" doesn't really exist. Nobody's really asking me about the truth. But here it is anyways. All fucking sterling silver. The truth is that I have no good friends that live closer than four hours away. The truth is that every summer I don't have friends. That I seem to be purely usage. Yes, ( Read more... )

I woke up at 5:07.
I woke up at 8:16.
I woke up at 9:25, 10:11, and 11:26.

And then I got up. This is my plan for the rest of the day: watch veronica mars. the end. I have no life. I can't wait to leave Bishop. Even work is better than sitting on my ass all day. I am counting the god damn days until this summer is over. Thank god it's only ( Read more... )