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I ask because I've been bullied by my younger sister starting from when we were in elementary school--she's always been taller, stronger, and more sociable than me, which made and makes it easy for her to do and get away with. And despite our parents knowing about it and agreeing that it's wrong and she needs to stop, they continuously urge me to 'reconcile' with her, which as far as I can tell means 'play nice and don't get upset where other people can see you or bother other people with it.'
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I understand why parents want kids to just get along but that it so pointless to say! My father used to tell me I'd miss my mean sister when she was dead...because that was supposed to end the argument. But she's dead now and the only grief I have is for her wasted years and the damage she did.
The replies to this post are triggery but many describe sibling bullying. No obvious solution but perhaps your parents need to be convinced that it's real? Good luck.
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You know. Nothing I shouldn't be comletely willing to forgive and 'get over.' Because we're adults now and I'm really going to miss my sister someday if I 'let' our 'relationship' die.
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2. I was a lesbian because I had acne.
3. I was a lesbian because I wore glasses.
4. I was a lesbian because I never saw Titanic.
5. I was a lesbian because I cried all the time from people calling me names and trapping me on the bus.
6. I was a lesbian so I couldn't be a nun, so back off so the rest of us can talk to cool pen pal Sister Generic Nun Name.
It makes me laugh now, in an 'oh god i might cry way,' I guess, because along with wishing I was a boy, I wasn't heterosexual after all. Some stupid self-hate for years was because I was "letting" them choose for me. How fucked up is that? My brain knew it was just grade school and I was FREE, they couldn't do anything to me. But my paranoia and stunted sociality said otherwise.
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I'm sorry the little shits did that.
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I'm not speaking from personal experience exactly, but I don't think you're alone in those feelings. During one year at school, people used to tease me and one of my best friends about being ~lesbians~ because we were really close (and wore glasses, had no boyfriends, all the rest of it). It started out as just teasing but became basically agressive bullying over a few months. I'm actually straight, but my friend is gay - she knew she was a lesbian back then, but all the teasing made her feel ashamed to come out. And she's told me she used to wish she was straight for several years just so she could 'prove them wrong'.
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I was called a whore before I knew, again, what sex was, or that people could be paid for it.
I was called a skank, a tramp and yes, a lesbian. How can I be a lesbian? What's a lesbian? If I don't even know that men/women can have sex or what sex is, how can I be aware of the idea that women/women can have sex? Honestly, I don't even think I knew that people could be gay until I was 17 or so.
Why was I treated this way? Because I grew tits before everyone else. When I was 12, I was already a 36C. Most of the other girls didn't even get to training bras until they were 14-15.
Then I got older and was very very mad for being called things that I wasn't. I was straight. (Until much later when I learned I was actually gay, and a transman.)
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