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zorabet September 12 2009, 23:00:50 UTC

January 20th wasn't really a bad time for me. Actually, I was at inauguration and a ball that day. I was having a good time. School was going really well, things with my crazy mother weren't horrible, I had crazy fucking amazing friends. I wasn't complaining. I wasn't sitting around asking for someone to come into my life and turn it upside down. I wasn't even watching American Idol until my best friend was like "hey, cool, a theatre kid. He'll be trained." She talked about him and I brushed her off until she finally got me to watch Adam Lambert singing Satisfaction a few nights before the final Wild Card.

I was kind of....fascinated. He was from theatre, so he was trained. I knew the name, actually. And he seemed good, fun, like he was gonna shake this shit up. And then I saw this picture:


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Re: Me too, God, how can this BE??? dawnhark September 13 2009, 11:12:33 UTC
dosayyes@yahoo.com

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mari_guerra September 12 2009, 23:51:22 UTC
Okay I cryed reading this!!

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lyingdelilaah September 12 2009, 23:59:43 UTC
THIS IS AMAZING BABY, SERIOUSLY. YOU ARE SO WONDERFUL SWEETHEART AND I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW YOU THROUGH ADAM AND HIS MUSIC.

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firesprite1105 September 13 2009, 00:01:18 UTC
Gorgeous. :'D

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sushibanana September 13 2009, 00:02:16 UTC
I read every word, bb, and you made me cry.
I wonder sometimes if he truly comprehends that he has touched and changed the lives of so many beautiful souls like you.
:HUG:

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retrobiscuits September 13 2009, 00:02:54 UTC
FUCK YOU MADE ME CRY

I love you, honey. <3

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chiixhideki September 13 2009, 00:32:53 UTC
<3_<3 brb crying omfggggggggg

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zorabet September 13 2009, 00:34:19 UTC
<3 I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY BUT I DON'T THINK I'M SORRY

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astolat September 13 2009, 00:37:33 UTC
omg, this made me sniffly ♥

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llucyindisguise September 13 2009, 00:45:43 UTC
I really wished I could express myself the way that you just did. Really beautiful bb <3

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yian September 13 2009, 00:47:55 UTC
His Bowie accent in Life on Mars
THIS. I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE IT IN THE YOUTUBES OR CELLCAST. WHEN I NOTICED IT AT MY SHOW, I LEGITLY GIGGLED

AND HE ALSO MADE ME CARE ABOUT MUSIC MORE THAN I EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE :D

I'M A SCIENCE/BOOK NERD, MUSIC AND ART WERE JUST THINGS IN THE BACKGROUND FOR ME. BUT SINCE I BECAME AN ADAM STAN, I DISCOVERED SO MANY ARTISTS AND SO MANY SONGS (YOU GUYS ALSO HELPED :)
NOW I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT MUSIC, THE HISTORY, THE CULTURE, AND ALSO THE TECHNICAL ASPECTS (LOL AT MY NERD SHOWING).

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lone_bohemian September 13 2009, 01:36:36 UTC
This was beautiful, and you are amazing!

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alexapaigethtk September 13 2009, 01:55:47 UTC
Wow, just wow.
Everything you said here, I feel the exact same way about.
I'm just at a loss for words after reading this.
<3

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lambertfan09 September 13 2009, 01:59:11 UTC
BEAUTIFUL <3

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llandaffaz September 13 2009, 03:23:22 UTC
{{{zorabet}}}

You've written so beautifully about how, I'm sure, so many of us feel.

It's awesome how self-aware you are too; I'm twice your age and really only just allowing myself to be "free" and not feel I have to conform to some arbitrary standard that others think is 'normal'.

You should be incredibly proud of yourself.

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