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finding myself thinking of Zhuangzi's butcher. enough with the problems, and with the worries, already. but isn't it a shame to wish for perfection in a field that is so blatantly worthless, so totally without benefit for anyone? I already glide through what I'm meant to, i mean what i feel natural to, be doing to not have to think about it at ( Read more... )

changed my calendar from August to December. it's almost time for a new calendar to ignore.

the atmosphere shifted today. literally, quite literally. the necks on my basses both bent up weird. the walls of a scale model shrunk. go figure: the space that wall is supposed to go into shrunk too--it's only 29 feet, not 30 like any decent person would expect. really--why would you go to the trouble of designing a gallery and make it 29 ( Read more... )

all i really miss is the feeling that, any time of the day or night (but expecially the night), a walk around would not only be entirely possible but also rewarding.

that and the subterranean jungle subway.

here i could walk but there's nowhere to go, nothing to see, boring boring boring. what a strange thing: all this space and nowhere to

i've written too many "lyrics" without sounds to go with (any excuse not to call it a poem). now the words get their revenge? just can't write like that now; the rhythm that there was, lost of it now. the excuse is defunct. time to face the music. ach ( Read more... )

dis whole earth be a diamond
floating ashes out the window
to live and die in disney
look away, look away
the spinz'l dyin disney

oh hey, bleaching the shit outta my hair. you heard it here first.

1. moved my clock. this was really just fallout from having moved my bed (inadvertently closer to the clock). it's no good to be able to reach the clock from the bed--this is manifestly proven by failure to attend 9 o'clock class today (yesterday...whatevs ( Read more... )

Perhaps you've heard the phrase "continuance of government" floating around these days? In short, it's a plan--scheme, plot, whatever--to force the shadowy mechanism of (American, in this case) government through an epic crisis in order to maintain "leadership" capabilities despite widespread disorder and collapse ( Read more... )