I have been a very angry person as of late. Does it count as anger issues if I don't actually act out? I don't yell or throw things. But I  might mumble curse words under my breath, or go vent to someone about how stupid everyone is, or have to close my eyes and take deep breaths when people are bothering me.

I am a nice person. I promise I am. I ( Read more... )

Lately I've been wondering what it's like to know that you are the most important person in someone's life. What does that feel like?

I found this random website where people, basically ameteurs, can write about different topics that they're interested in or know a lot about. They expect you to write 2 or 3 pieces a week, about 200-300 words, and they'll pay you for it. I'm applying to write about  Reality Television, which is something I know quite well. They don't have anyone ( Read more... )

I'm just trying to figure it all out. I think that I want to get another job in addition to the one I have. I would like to work in a bookstore but who knows. Also, I think I want to start a blog. Odds are that about zero people will read it. But I do like to write and you've gotta start somewhere.

I had a nightmare last night that my mom was dying of cancer. It was probably because I had just watched a movie with her where someone died of cancer. But I think this was actually God's way of telling me that things could always be worse. I don't know what I would do without my mom.

I am having a quarter life crisis. I'm not sure how to make myself happy. If I will ever be happy. If anyone is ever truly happy.

I am angry and annoyed. I am bored and lonely.

Occasionally I feel happy.

He would've loved the movie Crazy Heart. I probably would've watched it with him. He'd be waiting for movies like Secretariat and True Grit to come out on DVD, since he hadn't been to a theater in decades. I'd tell him everything about seeing Garth Brooks in concert, and how Trisha came out and sang too. Two and a Half Men would still be his ( Read more... )

There have been many boys throughout my life that I have had small (or HUGE) crushes on. The majority of them had no idea. So sometimes I wonder what guys have come into my life that may have had feelings for me that I never knew about. My self-deprecating nature makes me think there haven't been any of these guys, I would've known about it, blah ( Read more... )

I could not be more excited for next semester. I'll be at a new school, in a real nursing program, working towards the career that I decided on when I was 13. The question is, can I do it ( Read more... )

She's got a bumper like a billboard
Covered in stickers of her favorite band
She's got a handful of records that she turns to
When she needs to land
She's a Saturday night parade through the streets
That all eyes come to see, including me

She carries memories around
Like souvenirs down in her pocket
She should have let some go by now
But can't seem to ( Read more... )