theres a good chance i cant stand n e one that reads this thing so im deleting it once i figure out how to

god dam taxes taking $40 out of every check! so i made a little over $370 for a week of work. gah this is gonna turn into one of those drug binge chapters of my life where i come out of it completly insane or in jail again.

so last week i started work at this paralegal office so i just put together the case files for court and shit which is just me standing at a copy machine or the computer for long periods of time and i also get alot of free time to walk around or just read so its pretty sick im making just under $1,600 a month which is alot more than i need since i ( Read more... )

god dammit i didnt realize that i couldnt eat unless i was high and i havnt had n e bud in 2 days and im starving

jeremy craves

dead people can go ahead and suck my dick

im having a hard time figuring out if im just really fucked up. or if my appendix is bursting. im gonna go with iv been drinking way to much lately and my bodies just pist off at me.

iv been sleeping terribly ugh its annoying that i have quite a few drugs in front of me but dont think n e of them will help =(

my damn eye wont stop twitching

well today i learned im tired of playing games i need 2 start acting 18 and just find some girl that is hella cool and can get me to stop doing stupid shit but atleast i know this now i guess

damn i think im doing that thing where i beat the shit out of my body to much with drinking and whatever else gets put infront of me but its summer so i guess its understandable.... go for it all and loose it all or go for the one thing that might be able to change it all? i dont like questions