i cant believe, and i'm so hurt that moms concept is 'it's ok if u dont use it, youre losing it anyway." meaning physical abilities.
She's angry and resentful towards me I know it, I feel it.
I'm sad today. I woke u telling myself, very purposefully that i am  awesome and that it's a great day & that im thankful to my body......................... ( Read more... )

Am better. Things always get worse (or in my case, feel worse temporarily) before they get better. I haven't been out much. But always keeping busy somehow.

How ironic that I wrote down that recurring thought of a deep knowledge just a few days ago yet this sickening sadness that has been creeping up on me for weeks has finally made it's presence ( Read more... )

What is F.A. but caused by a faulty (silenced) gene, and what are genetics but cell memory in one's genealogy? So in theory, the control that we have in clearing a genetic disease, lies in our own abilities, or applied action, of clearing blockages that were left behind from lifetimes ago in our own line.....therefore balancing our physical bodies.
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Actually they're more shoes than they r slippers. Got them out of a Hammacher Shclemmer catalogue.

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Genealogy- the study of genes.

A timeline of lifetimes. A 'somewhere' to place ancestry to find yourself, the real you.
     I had come up with Beth. I felt that it was a name with a 'B' and a'T' in it, maybe my wishful psychic thinking though because upon further, more intense thought and discussion with M, the French wouldn't name their child ( Read more... )

OK .....continued a little bit :oP

Yesterday, after my week of having such communicative difficulty in general, I became so overwhelmed with feeling that I'm hated to my core. My body nor my voice could even express myself, I am/was embarrassed at my speech. As you know, so slurry and I can stand outside of me looking, listening at myself ( Read more... )

I'll just express this short month as a scramble, that's what it feels like...

Last week (Feb 14th-19th) noticing that my feet are a different kind of cold, like more like I can feel the outer form of cold, like cold air   hit it/them or they'd been emersed in cool water rather than the freezing coming from within. M had bought me soft, sheep ( Read more... )

I want to try this...there is a few hours left to listen.....
http://www.livingenergysecrets.com/empower/nelson/

The replay of Bradley Nelson's interview is online at:

http://www.LivingEnergySecrets.com/Nelson

I've just wrapped up a remarkable interview with Dr.
Brad Nelson, one of the leaders in the field of energy
healing. He explained that we're ( Read more... )

    For the past couple of days I've felt slightly discouraged. I say "slightly" because I know the gloomy, down, depressive feelings and how the definitions differ so. I'm not about to act like they're all the same. I've been at this juncture before. It's good, some change. Things feel worse before they feel better, with me at least.
     I made a ( Read more... )

I keep meaning to blog every day, no matter.

EATING FRUIT...


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