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Feeling shy and akward since 2004
I updated last in March. Wow. I'm on here a lot so every once in a while I feel the need to post. I don't have much to post about, I never really do. The other day I was going through my friends list and I cut a couple things. While I've been on LJ for I think 5 years, I've always been really shy about it. Ending up being more of a lurker than ( Read more... ) -
I Hate Looking For Jobs!
Ok, week, four of the job hunt. By this point I could have been working at McDonalds for a solid two weeks. Instead, I am still sitting at home and being a crankypants ( Read more... ) -
New Town, Jobless Again
So, here I am, in another town. As a city I kind of like it. it's four ties the size of my hometown and ten times the size of the town we just lived in. Mostly this just means more stores and movie theaters and places to eat. Dragon Boy's best friend lives nearby so we get to hang out a lot. He's a bad influence as far as saving money goes ( ( Read more... ) -
what I really want
I want junk food. I want escapism. I want the temporary happy feeling I get when I buy something. I want to be in a different place. I want to be strong. I don't want to be wrong. I want to go somewhere and listen to music in the car. I want my friends. I want a hug. -
Things are going... well?
So, yesterday Dragon Boy got laid off, which means that he needs to find a new job, and I need to try and find another one. In other good news his car won't pass the insurance inspection, so we need a new car. So, in celebration of his layoff and the belt tightening it will cause, we went out for supper and we went to see Australia
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The Possibility of a Part-time Job? Hooray!
So, I moved here a month ago, and I was going to get a job right away. But then I stalled. I needed to print out resumes(I don't have Word or a printer.), clean the house (I am lazy....) and was waiting for a windfall (The three years of tax returns I should finally be getting after my dad finally filed and stopped being so silly about it.). ( Read more... ) -
Why I Should Not Own Anything That Cost Over 20 Dollars, A Tale Of Woe.
It's been 30 weeks or something since last I posted and now I find myself in a new town, married, jobless and with a computer that is getting more cranky and horrible everyday. Welcome to my tale, wherein I rant about electronics and why I don't deserve them.
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a plea to a friend
You are young still. We all are. But you, you still have so much ahead of you. I am afraid because you are so fragile. I know that nobody wants to be told that they are fragile, but you are. You don't see it, and that makes me want to find the mirror that lets you see exactly who you are and who you could be. A mirror that lets you see how huge ( Read more... ) -
I'm back and trying to be human
I haven't posted anything here in a while. My fan base of one ran away to facebook and I followed. I always wish that I could just write what I think , so here goes. I'm tired, not physically, but mentally. I'm starting to hate things and people and I don't like that feeling. I don't like having to hold all my feeling in but I don't know what else ( Read more... ) -
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Wow, It's been a while hasn't it. After certain people moved to facebook, that stopped posting here. Sad. I don't have much to say. I have become a lurker again. well....... back into darkness then.