Feeling shy and akward since 2004
I updated last in March. Wow. I'm on here a lot so every once in a while I feel the need to post. I don't have much to post about, I never really do. The other day I was going through my friends list and I cut a couple things. While I've been on LJ for I think 5 years, I've always been really shy about it. Ending up being more of a lurker than somebody who actively engages in the community. When someone comes right out and says " friend me strangers!" then I friend them. But other than that, I keep to myself, reading friends entries and friendslists and not commenting unless it's something I feel I need to say. Where the internet makes a lot of people able to speak out and act silly, it just makes me shy. So this is to say, if you hear me, I want to be in the community but I don't feel I have anything to offer. So if I write a comment to you, and I sound weird, it;s because I thought the comment out a million times before I posted it and I just refined it to it's most akward.