so last night's dream ( Read more... )

I keep hearing stories about how so-and-so got so-and-so a job. Why can't someone just "get" me a job like that too? Why do they make it sound so easy? What am I doing wrong ( Read more... )

What's the difference between a FWB and a BF? The latter I've never had and the former is a very new thing for me. I just never thought that this was a distinction I would ever need to make. Frankly, idk why the line seems blurry because it's really pretty damn straight forward ( Read more... )

What if you know that you're a mess but it just doesn't really bother you anymore? Admitting isn't the hard part. Wanting to fix it is. Letting God change it is. Is my being a hotel out of shame or pride? Does it make a difference?

TBH doing the right thing is pretty easy. Having the right heart is damn near impossible. I am a try hard. End of

I wonder how many alcohol induced booboos I've accumulated over this year. Why am I so clumsy? it was kind of cute and endearing the first few times. Now it's just embarrassing and annoying. Can't I just be a grown up and be able to walk and open beer bottles and stuff? Sigh, my life is so hard :P

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I don't want to be carrie. she's stupid and gets herself stuck in stupid situations because even though she thinks a lot, she's stupid. I don't want to be that. but sometimes, it seems inevitable. because I'm a moron who thinks a lot ( Read more... )

You just have to ask ( Read more... )

When did I get so unstable and insecure? How do I fix myself? This is not who I thought I would ever be. Something needs to change.

I'm not sure why anything political always ends with vodka in my hand. POTUS just got four more years! It makes me sad that my parents are so closed minded and judge me for my slightly left leaning views, but what can I say? Disagreements make me want to mix a drink for myself. I'm starting to get sick of screwdrivers. I need a new drink. But that' ( Read more... )

I suppose slightly uncomfortable honestly is a whole heck of a lot better than NYC nastiness.