My friends are drunk and I am le mis. Halppppppp what am I doing with my life

one of the pros to having friends who are lightweights is that you get to finish their drinks #yay whiskey

because I don't know the answer either. I just know it's not alcohol ( Read more... )

I wonder how many alcohol induced booboos I've accumulated over this year. Why am I so clumsy? it was kind of cute and endearing the first few times. Now it's just embarrassing and annoying. Can't I just be a grown up and be able to walk and open beer bottles and stuff? Sigh, my life is so hard :P

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I'm not sure why anything political always ends with vodka in my hand. POTUS just got four more years! It makes me sad that my parents are so closed minded and judge me for my slightly left leaning views, but what can I say? Disagreements make me want to mix a drink for myself. I'm starting to get sick of screwdrivers. I need a new drink. But that' ( Read more... )

i have no idea what and i don't know what the the fuck i'm doing.. this is the first time I've been drunk and blogging for real bc i usually at least be at least sober enough to drive home but this is the first time i decided to chug vodka after i got home. good idea? i guess we'll find out. gdi i'm a moron. i am fucking drunk out of my brain and ( Read more... )

How do you know when it's actually become an addiction? I think I've grown a lot lately in the sense that I know much more about myself and what I'm trying to do, but at the same time, I am becoming all the more aware of how fucked up I am as a person. I am literally tipsy all the time. My filter had become so ineffective. However, I am able to be ( Read more... )

Turns out his drinking last night was indeed because of me. There's nothing I can do about it, nor is it my fault. But I can't help but feel bad... Like I'm more detrimental than helpful to his overall well being.

What am I doing...

But is it ever too much? I don't even remember how many guys I danced with today. and there was some making out with at least one of them. I think. What's wrong with me?

It's strange to think that I've always had such a clean image. Have i really turned into a little slut?

At least I made a friend today :)

I'm starting to enjoy drinking beer. There's nothing wrong with that technically, but there are some implications and such that come with it:

1. I hang out with boys a lot
2. I'm not the super classy drinker I'd always imagined myself to be
3. I might get fat

I'm not sure which one concerns me the most