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[onedayundone]

duality. lots and lots of it. I can't figure out if I want to be a stable person who makes safe choices, or someone who does what they want when they want, and constantly seeks thrills and excitement. I don't think I can balance the two, and it drives me more nuts than when I felt like I was actually nuts

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[threadsofreason]

I really, really know how you feel. I've been on this train of thought about my "real" job, but it is a constant theme in my life. I feel the same way about Salt Lake as you do about Hawaii. I know it wouldn't last, but I could get a good couple of years. If climbing will really satisfy your fickle tendencies, then I am really happy and excited for you. I hope I can find something like that, or else I may never live a normal life with a careerhusbandkids etc.