So I'm sending letters to Lindsay and she will be posting them so these post's may be a little out of order.
So it's says it's been 15 weeks since my last post and in March I will have been gone a half of year!  Unreal in one way, yet I have felt every moment, which is what's different.  I AM feeling the moments.  I think twenty odd years have ( Read more... )

 I leave in the morning, and, I'm not packed, and, it's 10:30.  This should be interesting.  I have one enire suitcase filled with feminine hygiene products and I'm looking foward to the customs official to open it in front of everyone, who will all think I'm a complete freak.  I'm okay with that though, since being percieved as a freak is better ( Read more... )

        I was leaving my uncle's house today after giving him some help after his knee surgery when it hit me...I only have ten days left.  It was a wierd feeling of panic; yet, I had complete control over it.  I just kept on walking knowing that part of me was flipping out; yet I was utterly calm.  I'm not sure if my body is pushing the panic down ( Read more... )

Bob, is still on my mind.  hmm...

There is no pain to share

Nor ink to remember.

The habitual hurts

And sensitive sorrows

Are found in the depths

Of mediocre misery.

There, where screams are drowned

In a fury of hopeless fights,

Never reaching above ropes

That tighten and tug life

From sorrow filled gray lips

Only to be trodden down

By the silent songbirds,

That dig deep hollow holes

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Jesus died because God can't. 

My First Entry:
     Well, I guess you could say it is my second entry since the first one mysteriously disappeared when I hit spellcheck.  To begin again is to say the least very frustrating and it is doubtfull I will be able to recapture the my original post, but that could be a good thing I guess.  
     I'm feeling very omnious about this first ( Read more... )