hey well today i did absolutely(is tht how u spell it??) nothing! haha well um i woke up watched tv for a while nd thn decided to stop being lazy for once! haha yea rght.... nah well i went nd took a shower... nd guess wht clothes i put on whn i came out?? just guess?? haha well i put on pj's again! haha yea i was planning on goin bck to sleep but ( Read more... )

weee haha im like sooo happy rght now!!! weee haha i havn't been this happy in like idk how long haha well yea if u guys wanna know y well thn like give me a call or comment or sumthin cz it's kinda private so i dont wanna post it but yea haha nd u all who do know dont say nething! haha yea well um laterz.

hey guys whts up?? haha well um today i went to the mall w/ ray nd karen nd bri nd nikkz haha thn went to the movies w/ nikkz, joe(her b/f haha) and xavier(his cousin)haha yea he's pretty cute but he didn't tlk at all!! haha im serious like the only think she said was i guess cz i told him too haha k well um tht's pretty much it...o yea nd bummped ( Read more... )

Hey guys well sorry havn't been updating in a while ok well um lets see i went to cali by car... and um it was actually pretty fun!! haha yea it took a while though(2days) to get there and um yea...oh yea on the way over there was this sign tht said: THE THING?? and my brother kept whinning about wanting to go there so we went and it was the ( Read more... )

Hmm... ok well im deciding on whether i should keep this journal or not?? well idk it's just idk y everything keeps reminding me of him and like idk i already changed my whole xanga just so i could keep using it w/out remembering him... so like idk i mean i really miss him and stuff and he said we were still friends but... i know tht's not true cz ( Read more... )

well my happiness lastet long haha... yea me and cam broke up again... and i'm afraid this is forever... it kills me to know that i lost him but even more to know tht i hurt him and it was my fault i lost him... well i don't think i'll get over him in a while but i'll live... i mean i won't die over a break up rght?? ok well um if u read this cam i ( Read more... )

hey ok well um yea sry bout last entry wasnt feeling very well haha ok well um im better me and cam are ok now haha... and um ppl keep bothering me bout wht i did but w/e i dont care nemore im trying to forget it so yea haha ok... well um yea thts it im goin to the movies today but yea haha ok well laterz.

damn i feel so bad rght now cam broke up w/ me and im like soo messed up rght now i just wanna die.

Ok so thurs i told cam wht had happened and um i was like super scared... but um he said it was ok like idk he forgave me and stuff so like we're ok now... i hope... ok so yea thn friday i went to the movies and it was: me,ray,nicole,paloma,caitlin,joseph,jr,alyk,cole,julian,and this other random guy idk haha... ok well um yea we watched star wars ( Read more... )

OMG!! i feel like soo bad right now seriously i wish...idk im just so messed up rght now.... i really really messed up this time and i'm like soo sorry... but like idk how say it idk im just soo scared... tht like idk tht he'll get like all mad and like maybe even...idk maybe even ahh idk damn im so dum... i don't wana loose him i really don't god ( Read more... )