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Hmm... ok well im deciding on whether i should keep this journal or not?? well idk it's just idk y everything keeps reminding me of him and like idk i already changed my whole xanga just so i could keep using it w/out remembering him... so like idk i mean i really miss him and stuff and he said we were still friends but... i know tht's not true cz i mean really he prob doesnt wanna tlk to me cz he prob hates me and thinks im a slut or sumthin but oh well i mean i can't change tht... and i guess i deserve it in a way... ah damn i still feel really bad though.. but ahh idk maybe ill keep lj just to have it or idk i mean idk w/e... ok well um in happier news i went to the movies and tuesday w/ kat and bri and saw lords of dogtown finally!! haha i love tht movies.... ok well um thn we went to alyk's house and thn yea i was like super hyper cz i had eaten cookies and cream ice cream and so i was jumping in his trampoline and kat stepped on my pants whn i jumped and my pants fell down haha it was ok.. and um yea thn we went to ray's and just saw the movie boogeyman... he's scarry... ok wel um yea thn yesterday i went to the movies w/ joseph, julian, and ayssette and thn went to joseph's house (ayssette couldn't go) and we were just ther and we got bored so we went outside... and i decided we should go to cole's house so we did and yea... it was fun arnold was there too haha... and um they were like just playing video games till we got there thn it got crazy haha we played pool and me and cole won!! haha and um thn joseph threw one of the balls and hit a glass lamp and broke it haha it was funny... yea thn i was playing w/ his acoustic guitar and every1 wanted it so it was like 4 guys chasing me haha it was funny... thn joseph actually got it and i was chasing him and like yea i guess i pushed him or sumthin but he fell against this thing and he knocked over cole's kindergarten diploma and it fell and thn this hammer fell on top of it and broke the frame haha yea it was all pretty funny... thn we had to leave and went bck to joseph's thn i looked through all his clothes it was funny it all smelled like him haha... yea thn i had to leave so yea ok well um thts it so laterzl.