soooo i'm really hating my self because i can't be out going anymore...i never use to be this shy. i just want to let all my feelings out soo i don't have to contemplate if i should say them or not. i might as well give up and forget it all because wellll....it might be better

i hate it when you finally get the courage to admit to yourself you like someone, and then it goes all haywire(sp)

you secretly think they might like you but then a second later you think they completely hate you or something

sometimes you think its not worth

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01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged ears.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't live without chapstick.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
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( every girl's dream ( i guess its kinda cute_ )

( hah these are funny ones )

i have to admit this made me chuckle ( Read more... )

really bored ( Read more... )

haven't updated this in a looooong time because nothing interesting has happened....its kinda "normal" its kinda weird and diffrent from last year. i need something to happen....not bad..something good, something fun haha

homecoming was awesome! just fun, mike driving and me being a backseat driver, a bad backseat driver haha! then dinner(good food) and the dance where there was dancing? and then slept over at liz's. soo pretty much really fun...:)