omg. so scary. i almost lost him last night. i dont even know what happened. couldnt stop/wouldnt stop crying. trying everything i can to change his mind. i dont want to lose you. you already have. make this a dream nightmare.
finally.
i need to see you.
so i go.
we laid together.
are we together?
yes. of course.

my dinosaur nuggets need to be done...

so tonight me and brook and his friends went to a skate park at like 1 in the morning. and while we were there, we found a frog. and it was sooo cute! and it made squeak toy noises. and then. we were gonna let it go. but one of brooks friends threw it in the trees and bushes. and it was sooooo sad. he like. chucked it. it flew sooo far. and i ( Read more... )

having to pass by the bunny that you killed really sucks. especially when you have to pass by there at least twice a day and each time you see it its flatter and flatter. and every single time i drive by i end up crying.

i cant stop crying ( Read more... )

saw pirates yesterday with brook and his parents. it was good. and then later. when i got home. brook scared the shit out of me. cause he called me. it was like 2 or 3 in the morning. and i was sad earlier. and so i told him that i was sad and i didnt know what was wrong with me. and he was like. i think we should break up. cause im not helping you ( Read more... )

im sad ( Read more... )

so there was the climax. we're at his friends house. im drunk. this whole ordeal happens. a scarry situation. in-n-out. cops almost involved. it turns out they were after someone else. loud music. stop it. stop drawing attention to me. kablam. he lost it. i lost it. secretly. (of course.) slap. slap. slaps on wrist. he pulls away the rubber band ( Read more... )

knotts today. with brook. it was amazing. there were no lines. for anything. and the picture for the log ride. the best. we had to go on again and take another one. we were posing. the first one: him grabbing my boobies and making a funny face looking at them and me trying to lick him. the second one: him lifting his shirt exposing one nipple and ( Read more... )

one day i will be beautiful.