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saw pirates yesterday with brook and his parents. it was good. and then later. when i got home. brook scared the shit out of me. cause he called me. it was like 2 or 3 in the morning. and i was sad earlier. and so i told him that i was sad and i didnt know what was wrong with me. and he was like. i think we should break up. cause im not helping you anymore. and ive done everything i can. and i didnt think he was serious at first. but then he was like. you can still call me if you ever get bored or need someone to talk to. so then i was like. wait. is he really being serious. and then. he was like. i'll always love you. and that got to me. and i started bawling. and he was like nooo im just kidding! and it was mean. :( jerk. and then he said that he doesnt think he could ever break up with me. cause im his other half.
hmmm.
i really wish i had some malibu rum. or baileys irish creme. or black cherry smirnoff. well. i just really wish i was drunk. and had a cigarette. dammit.
hmmm.
i really wish i had some malibu rum. or baileys irish creme. or black cherry smirnoff. well. i just really wish i was drunk. and had a cigarette. dammit.