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I haven't regressed.
Maybe the truth is I feel better like this.
It's masochism.
Let's get it out in the open.
Without you, what am I?
Nothing. Worthless. Just another girl in a sea of people who are so much better than I could ever be.
They only know my name because of you.
Because you told them to.
And they'll take you away.
They always do.
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here i am, i don't want to be by myself. and i think you're fucking someone else. i'm always afraid you're gone away from me; i'm always afraid that you're lost in somebody.you ask me if it's okay; well, it isn't. so, tell me, then, why would you do it? infidelity is never okay; my apologies to the polygamists ( Read more... ) -
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1 month shy of year and what's the point? can't remember a time when i was so damn lonely but what does that matter? every time the tears dissipate i think the adulation follows course. every day i start to remember why i was so independent before i sold my soul and gave up on everything that i cared about. survival of the fittest is for the ( Read more... ) -
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should be asleep. should be productive. should be calm. should be sound. should be should be should be ( Read more... ) -
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so much for snide comments about kids i hated in high school. girls i said threw their lives away ( Read more... ) -
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finally got my at&t phone working. its the lg vu. im not sure how i like it so far... -
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i forgive, i apologize, i lose dignity, i take pills...all for a boy who won't even come home at night. i'm bleeding from places no one should bleed from because what else can i do? this chainsmoking isn't nearly as intoxicating as the pain, but the pain hardly helps. as if ( Read more... ) -
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slowly getting used to living in the city. the lights aren't as pretty as i thought they'd be & apprehensive doesn't describe how i feel about the people outside. but i think i'll be okay. it all comes with experience maybe ( Read more... ) -
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"excuse me, sir, do you know where we could get some pornography tonight?"
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i'm not sure what i'm feeling.
but i don't like it.