Alright so the past 4 days I have been workin at Wal-Mart and it has been quite fun, it is sorta hard work but most of my co-workers are cool and it makes it for a fun time. It is quite comically, cause every night on our dinner break Joel and I go to Burger King and I think we always succeed in freakin the people who work their out and it makes ( Read more... )

Well let's report on goings in my life, to start off I am still Jobless, I go look for jobs and get interviews and they don't seem to hire me, So I am off again tomorrow to search for a job, moving on to other matters. Friday, Dwight/Eddie, Kray, Monica, and I all went and hung out in Bloomington, it was pretty funny, especially leaving Kray and ( Read more... )

Well, things have been ok, I had 2 interviews over the weekend, one at Jay-C plus and one and Buy Low, I think I might be getting the job at Buy Low, since the interviewer made it sound like I most likely was. Well I spent Friday hanging with Kray and his friends in Bloomington which was pretty fun, it stormed pretty hard that night and I was out ( Read more... )

What a great line by the band Queen, sometimes things work that way in life, like now I feel like nothing really matters, guess I been in a dark side of my mind, remembering all those times of pain, all involving me caring about something, in the end of all the situations I would remember would always end in loss/failure, now don't think I am being ( Read more... )

So let's see, crazyness, Anime Music Videos, CS uber-gooberness, video games, keeping my eyes open, and a lot of kool aid. Guess that is how you would summerize things, cause we all know it is fun to conserve time for people, cause most people read this things for the jist of the information and not all of it. So welcome to the China Club, chinga ( Read more... )

Well from the last update to this one, things have gotten slightly better. School is still like so boring, not much happens in class, luckily my semester of college ends next week. Well other then college I been playing my guitar more but the same thing keeps happening, I can't think of any cool songs to play so I end up playing boring ones. Also ( Read more... )

Really I don't see it anymore, I can't seem to find the hope in the world, the only happiness I find is very short term, I have fallin the pieces, the harder I try the more I hurt, guess I was right next to the edge and now I am falling, and all I can do is hope that I can fly.....oh well not like most people really are concerned with what I am ( Read more... )

Well not much has changed with me, I still am doing my best to continue my life, but is hard to do cause I spend most of my nights trying to figure out why and hopeing that this pain in my heart well eventually leave, it's tough, I have to put on fake smiles sometimes cause people seem to not like to see me sad, but I mean they say they know how it ( Read more... )

Well I guess I might as well update, although there is nothing much to say, I wake up each morning and try to decide if I should get out of bed cause it feels pointless. Then after I decide that I might as well get up, I think to myself, I hope today is a good day, and usually my hopes are in Vane(a cool city on Lunar) actually I mean Vain, I ( Read more... )

It seems like things are going down hill. My heart is pretty much completely destroyed. I feel sorta like Brolly a monstrosity driven by madness. You wanna comment feel free, you don't no skin off my back.


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