OK, I was wondering about this...

How the hell do you develope feelings for someone you have never met? Someone you only know on line, on and off for over five years, but still, it shouldn't matter. How. Does. That. Happen?

I broke up with him on Christmas Day. Timing is everything isn't it?

Needless to say I'm having the worst time ever.

I cannot sleep. I chatted with Daniel half the night. He is the guy I want to break up with. I feel so silly when I am pretending that nothing's wrong. Silly and a bitch as well. I don't know why it has to be so hard ( Read more... )

So now I have lost interest
In all the things you never said
When you left me here to dissolve
You killed everything I had

But is it really true?
Is it true I cannot feel
It hurts to try and remember
What once used to be so real

I hate how this rhymes!

Finns inte så mycket här än. Det är så jobbigt att vilja göra slut fast när man inte vet om man gör det rätta, så att säga, är det nåt man funderar på ständigt. Det konstiga med det är att jag tänker på det hela jävla dan och nu när jag sitter här kommer det inga ord. Minua vituttaa ( Read more... )