I guess... this is the end of this place? I no longer feel safe enough to talk about myself or my feelings anywhere. If anyone's watching it, you can stop if you want. I don't think I'll be using it anymore.

Okay. Let me just say that from that anon meme, I expected insults. Most of them weren't, and I respect that. I'm glad everyone was honest.

However.

How dare you comment about my father when you know absolutely nothing. I'm not trying to fucking be Suzaku, okay? Just drop that. I admire and adore his character. I like his character because I'm ( Read more... )

I wasn't planning on coming back online for the rest of the night, but I've been thinking about this for a while and I think I can let my heart rest for a little afterwards. At least for tonight ( Read more... )

This will not be the cause of any unhappiness. It's just a con! I mean.. I didn't really need to go! Not that I deserved to go. I didn't work for the money I was gonna use to pay for it.

I really.. need to stop expecting so much. Hahaha, somehow I knew something bad was gonna happen. Silly me has to hope, huh? Hahahaha. I should never expect ( Read more... )

Even after convincing myself that everything's okay and that I didn't have to worry, things still go wrong ( Read more... )

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If I were to leave livejournal, I'd be there.

I feel anxious for some reason. I don't think I have a reason to but.. it's weird. I feel like such a failure. I can be asked why so many times and I still won't know the answer.

I don't feel like I've accomplished anything yet. I know I'm young and have my whole life to think about it but..

What do I do now?

Being ignored's always fun. Just when I was looking foward to having a good evening, stuff I've kept hidden inside just pops out and bites me in the butt ( Read more... )

For. The love. Of goodness. If you want me to disappear, please say so. TO ME. Not to your boyfriend on the phone. Even though, I'm like. Right here. You know. THE OTHER GIRL IN THE ROOM. I'd like you to tell me my problem rather than hearing you rant to your boyfriend how much you despise me ( Read more... )