i completed my 3'd day of classes yesterday ( Read more... )

im going to disapear for a while i guess. i feel it's the only way to remain sane.

i feel very much hurt right now, devastated, and abandoned.

this cant have happened at a worst time for me

Rushed after you in my car with the intention of making everything okay, but saw a tired face and eyes that screamed done when you pulled down your window. A slight grin can usually mend, but halfway through opening my mouth something told me not to bother.

I'll miss you.

What do I do? This is the worst crossroads I've been at in my life.

yesterday i found out that Mimi has had cancer for a while now. i don't know about the prognosis in great detail, but cancer is never a good thing in someone so old. i'm not sure what to do from here. i know i'll be okay since i've been working and preparing for something like this, but it is still going to be so hard to live without her ( Read more... )

In my dream, we were walking towards each other. Or past each other. Whatever. We were giving each other dirty, accusing looks and all of a sudden we smiled, started laughing, and for whatever reason, realized how ridiculous our argument had been. We hugged tightly and in the dream I remember telling you about a lot of things. I felt warmth in the ( Read more... )

“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”

-Mother Teresa

there are certain things/people/places that i like to pretend don't exist ( Read more... )

i have 7 grand finance wise for a car

i went to go look at this lovely thing (hyundai tuscani) but the interior felt like a coffin inside. the roof was so low to my head, i felt super clastourphobic


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