Topsy Turvy

[ojouchan]

So all in all I've been pretty good. Trying to ride on the high of the awesome Bhangra performance this weekend. However, because it's me and I guess this has been coming for awhile I've started cracking up. I ran to the Health Center and got an appointment with my psychiatrist. I did it fast because I have no time  to be upset. None. We talked for

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[pallasathene82]

*hugs*
Never stop being yourself. Never.

[greenapple2004]

Good for you. I can only imagine what a difficult decision this must be for you, and I'm proud that you're being courageous and refusing to let "hard" get in the way of what you need.

[twistedty]

*hugs*
you should be alittle selfish sometimes. I'm glad you decided to do something for yourself.

[thesean_wt]

Good luck Jo. It makes good sense to be your own person first, then be what you need to be for others... Good luck; may you find what you need to.

[duchez]

It's a tough decision to be selfish, since we are always told from infancy that selfishness is bad. But if selfishness gives you the strength to figuring out who you are, and what your goals are, it's very important.

Marriage is hard enough without suppressing discontent, keeping quiet about things that are making you unhappy.

Best of luck planning on where you are heading to next. Are you considering just traveling? Or interning/working somewhere? A friend of mine after graduation traveled around Europe for a few weeks, and then worked in a hotel in Scotland for about two months, giving her almost three to four months in Europe. She always says that was the best decision she ever made (instead of jumping on to the corporate track like I did).

And good for you asking for help.