oh wow - rain rain and uhm shit i think i hear HAIL!!! crazyness outside right now ( Read more... )

eh - what a boring night. not bad considering i got to hang out w/ the girls and stuff but i kinda thought i had other plans. we ended up just going to a bowling alley and then after standing there for 30 min and realizing we didn't wanna do that - we went to the diner. a waste of a night out i think ( Read more... )

yay! i went to the gym today - amazing isn't it? i really didn't wanna go but i knew i had to. so i did. i feel much better ( Read more... )

so now i'm thinking it is all just a chemical thing. ya. it's amazing how people can go from head over heels in love to just a hello every so often. it's weird. i've always been just a pathetic romantic girl. pathetic in the fact that i believed in it so strongly. i wanted to believe in it. i'm sure i even lied to myself just to prove to myself ( Read more... )

happy turkey day ( Read more... )

so let me start out by saying that i'm sitting inside my house with the temperature reading at 59 degrees. i'm fucking freezing and the heat must be broken ( Read more... )

today was great! i got some great news. a 93 on my history midterm, my import buying teacher isn't a total bitch and extended the deadline for my assignment, oh and i'm going to killington on sunday with steve and his friends! i'm so excited - finally - snowboarding starts up again. oh ya and i'm going to see the used on friday ( Read more... )

so i never get too serious in this journal thing. i usually don't let a lot of things bother me or make me upset. or more so - i don't like to have people see me upset. you only get so much time on this earth - why bog down others with your problems? okay so yes - i keep a lot of problems inside and they just all boiled out eventually. today is the ( Read more... )

okay i'm starving and i'm too lazy to cook. so i took out some carrots and calorie free, carb free, fat free, EVERYTHING free ranch dip. i think im going to applebee's w/ restivo. we gotta wait till after 10 cause ya know... half priced shit ( Read more... )

why am i so lazy? i feel like the past MONTH has gone by with me in a complete daze. it's really weird. time just slips by. my birthday is coming up - sooner than i thought! i'm tellin ya - time changes. it has to. how come it goes by slow and then fast and then slow? fustrating ( Read more... )